Existence scares me

Idk about philosophy but sometimes being here overwhelms me, it’s not about being “here” it’s about “being” here.

Ik it doesn’t make sense but whenever I think about something that I should do and I can’t because of the current state of my country or my financial state or even my mental state or even because I’m just not good at it the “If I didn’t exist this wouldn’t exist too” comes to my mind

Idk I just remember freddie mercury when he said “I don’t wanna die but sometimes I wish I was never born at all” 

I don’t wanna die but I’m really curious about not existing.


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MiRAGE_☆

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I think abt that all the time vro it gets exhausting, like I don't wanna die but I js need a break from being alive yk
I wanna be a tree 🥀


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وانا كمان ياخواجاية يا متأجنبة ارجعي لأصلك بقى جيل بايظ

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هجيبك من شعرك ياللي كاتبة البلوج بالإنجليزي الناس خلاص فقدت لغتها ولا ايه

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Ash

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Can u see yourself not existing at all?


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I don’t bro I love living it just gets on my nerves sm

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