my cute online twin(i like her)

It was a random night on a random website, the kind of place where people come and go like passing shadows. But on the 11th of November, a stranger didn’t pass. She stayed. We connected over a simple topic, nothing extraordinary, yet something in her voice felt familiar, like a memory I never knew I had. Our video call lit up the night, and for a moment, it felt like the world had paused just so we could talk. and then, suddenly the call ended.

Maybe a server issue. Maybe destiny reminding me how quickly something precious can slip away. But that one moment was enough. Enough to make me text her the second the screen went dark. Enough to feel that a piece of my night had gone missing with her silence.

I call her Advi.😄
A name that feels soft between my thoughts.
She is cute in the kind of way that feels unreal, charming in a way that makes the world around her slow down. Pleasant, kind, an angel, really, in the simplest form a human can be.

She lives far away, but distance feels like a tiny bruise - noticeable, but never enough to stop the heartbeat underneath. Even with the age gap, she understands me. Maybe more than I understand myself. When I was her age, I was chaos wrapped in skin all tantrums, zero sense. 

But she? She is grace I was never capable of at her age. i'm proud of her in ways she doesn't even know. 

Talking to her feels like stepping into calm water. Her voice is the kind of softness that tames storms. Her selfies, her snaps - God, they melt me. I could stare at her forever, like studying a sunset that never ends. I love the way she speaks, the way her mind works, the way her hair falls like a poem trying to touch her cheeks, those cute, warm, bubbly cheeks I’d probably poke just for the joy of seeing her smile.

She sings. She plays guitar. And i swear, i could spend hours listening, letting her voice become the background music of my life. With her, reality feels lighter. Life feels kinder. And being delusional doesn’t feel foolish, it feels safe. i see her like my sweet, adorable baby girl💖

I don’t know what this feeling is exactly, but I know one thing: I haven’t felt this way in a long, long time. And that makes her something rare… something beautiful… something worth holding on to. Some connections don’t need definitions to be real. And some girls like her don’t just enter your life. They rewrite it.

I feel like singing for her, so i just sing when i am alone thinking about her xD. If i had one wish for Tomorrow, may life keep her close to me.  There are many wishes in life, and now she's become one of them.

Choo kar mere mann ko, Kiya tuney kya Ishaara...