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got back with my ex, cheated(?) on him again

so this is a bit embarrassing to say but i got back with my bf

as u might know from a previous blog, i slept with my bfs bsf and broke up with him, and swore i was done with it. the day after my most recent blog, he comes to my house while im at the beach and apparently waits a whole hour for me to pull up (i doubt it bc i live next to a cafe and theres no way he was sitting on my steps for an entire hour), and talks all this about how he "rlly misses me" and is "ready to forgive me", which was half sweet half rlly sappy and dramatic, but whatever. i didnt really miss him tbh, and i was gonna go clubbing with my girls the next day to pick up a new guy, but i decided to give it another go and got together with him again. my friends were very upset w/ me </3

anyway, a couple days later i go to the beach with one of my friends, and we drank like a bottle of soju each (bad idea since we're both hella lightweights, and i hadnt eaten all day). she's crazy hot, and i was rlly feeling myself that day bc i got this gorg bikini and a blowout, and we ended up making out lolol. im deffo not gay but it was 10/10 i cant even regret it bc i'd do it like 7 more times if i could.

obv, im not interested in her like that and she's not into me, we jst did it for the hell of it, but when i was later yapping abt what happened, still drunk outta my mind, he got rlly pissed and started talking abt how i promised to never cheat again. i was like wtf i didnt cheat it was legit with a girl and im not a lesbian, and he was like it doesn't matter bc i still made out with her like whatttt hello?? there were 0 feelings involved jst two fine girls and a lot of alcohol, what did u expect. its not like i even hooked up with her, it was just a kiss.

anyway, im prolly gonna break it off for good and date her instead. jokes. maybe.


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acidic_leo

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girl what the fuck is wrong with you go to therapy i beg of you because this a serious problem


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Zigzag Buster πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡¦

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I support gay rights. That said, I cannot support your actions because they constitute cheating.


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mayday

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DUDE THERE IS NO WAY THIS ISN"T RAGEBAIT PLSSS -_-


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Glitch-Chan.GX

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If you do lovey dovey things in any type of way with other people than your partner, yes! it's cheating. The "it meant nothing. I have no feelings for blank" excuse never works. If I went out of my way to kiss another girl you could expect my partner to throw my ass out of the door the same second and I wouldn't even blame him as I would have done exactly the same. I would suggest that you may consider if commited relationships really are for you. Maybe do open ones, poly, or be singel and freely do whatever you want without relationship boundaries. But if you are actually looking for a mono type of relationship then you may need to seek out help to sort yourself out. It would probably be the best for you and especially for people you choose to be romantically invovled with cuz otherwise you will you just keep hurting them like you already did with this one... All I can say about your current situation is that you messed up and it was actually just cruel.


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ur 26 and calling urself glitch-chan LMAO im not reading any of that

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Haha, no one's forcing ya.

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alex

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if this isnt a weird form of ragebait than yikes lol. its still cheating, you broke boundaries that clearly wasnt ok with your partner. leave the poor dude alone and stop playing with his feelings.


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Didn't happen. Your gem = CRUSHED


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lobotomy

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feelings involved or not, lesbian or not this is cheating and I fear that's common sense


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