My shitty friends

Okay, so, hi☆.

When I started my 2nd year of highschool I met a girl, she spoke to me and it was nice, cause I felt she understood me, my anxiety, fears, life experiences. 

It was just the two of us, it felt weird talking to anyone else on the classroom cause she didn't wanted to talk to them, so I was like "okay, fine, it can be just us". 

But then there's this girl from my middle school, who I ended up in the same high school with. When I wanted to " introduce " them, it turned out they already knew each other from other school, but they weren't friends. 

Now, the new girl started to exclude me, she would only show videos on her phone to my other friend, and she already had a friend within the school, who is a damn 𝘢𝘭𝘤𝘰𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘪𝘤 (just like her lol), then, she started abandoning me for her alcoholic friend, and she wouldn't even tell me!!!!, she would just leave. It didn't matter to me that much because I had more friends to hang out with, but it felt super rude to me because I stopped hanging out with those friends because she seemed uncomfortable when I brought them together.

I was mad ather, but to a certain extent I still considered her my friend. Anyway I was still mad, and there were days that I hated her, so one time I uploaded a note to my ig. Something talking about fake friendships: "Evento canon: "Amiga" who is a fake bitch en 5to de Prepa".

Iposted that that day because the day before I had felt very bad, I was super dizzy, I threw up several times. And she didn't give a damn, so I was more angry.  

I missed one day of school, and when I came back SHE WAS ALREADY IGNORING ME, so my family and I can only think it was because of the post. But I never mentioned her directly, so I can only think "if the shoe fits wear it".

Maybe I'm a hypocrite or whatever, but it still hurt, even more because now she " stole" my other friend, who I've always considered my bff (even tho I knew I wasn't her's).

There's more to the story, but for the moment I just wanted to blow off some steak, cause I'm genuinely affected by this stupid situation. 

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