temporary

i love you so much. i dont know who will read this, but i love you. i love the fact that you are temporary. i dont care if i dont know you i love every single being on this earth and i love how precious the concept of life even is, let alone conscious life. i love art, i love my friends, i love games, i love the trees, i love the clouds and the sun too, i love the stars and the moon, i love having the abillity to create, i love the internet, i love feeling. i dont know how i go by life every day just ignoring the fact that it could all end in one moment or another and i never stop to say, 'i love you'. i fall in love every day over and over and over and i just fell in love with the feeling of missing feeling love for something for the first ever time. i miss loving something for the last time too, i love being able to remember it. this is why ill never believe in eternity. if there's an afterlife, if we can just keep doing this forever over and over again, what would make it special? what would make it beautiful? it would be mundane after a while, and then we would love nothing. i love the fact that i can love. i love that things can become memories.