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december seventh, 2025 

mood: anytown usa by cheap perfume

status: well i was alive today but im not so sure about it now

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i promised myself i would get all my missing work done today. i lied. i still have a test and homework and a worksheet or two left to do, plus this one thing for science that i honestly won’t bother getting done because even with the zero i have enough good assignments to keep my grade afloat in there. but math… jesus christ. grades are due in a week or two for this semester. i did fine on the midterm, not great but fine, and there’s less than a month left for the rest of the semester, and i just don’t see the point. i don’t want to do this, but if i get a C or lower i’ll probably get yelled at. ughhhhh get me out of here!!!!!!!!! the good news is i’m doing well in everything else so beat that.

i went to the store today and it was a ton of fun, i got a new notebook for songwriting and stuff, which’ll be of good use if i ever join a band. i wish i could but there’s nobody cool in my area, the punkest people get here are the people who are only slightly racist. i also got slime. i have a love hate relationship with slime, i like some of the sounds it makes (i thought maybe i liked asmr but after talking to my therapist i realized it may actually be a form of stimming, kind of like crunching leaves for some people) but i hate hate hate the texture aaaaaaaaaaaa. 

pretty good day overall, but it’s not so great once i have to get all this work down last second. xoxo 

-roko