day 2 phone detox/diary post

HIIII SPACEHEY

(cross posted on tumblr)

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tw for this post for harm to animals

I FUCKING HATE TIKTOK!!!! Everytime Ive had a moment of weakness and open tiktok within the first 5 posts (usually the first honestly) I see something about an animal getting hurt and people being edgelords about it in the comments. THIS IS A BIG REASON I WANNA DITCH IT!!! EVERYONE and I truly mean EVERYONE is SO unempathetic!!!! ITS SAD! Im sorry that this post is heavier than the last but I really feel like im at my wits end!!! All posts are like just posted for money, doom conent, or something horrific!!! How can social media go on like this!!! I feell like eventually something HAS to give right? When is everyone gonna get sick of seeing gore, doom post, or ragebait all day! Do you guys think somethings going to give out or do you think its just gonna spiral to getting worse and worse?? I want a flip phone but im worried about the logistics of it you know?? Ive heard like a 50/50 on people who are able to do it and people who just cant because of how the world is structured. Besides from me feeling like the world is ending T_T I got nerd gummy clusters today cuz theyre on sale! that was awesome sauce! I washed my favorite blanket yesterday and it was clean for like one hour of me waking up before I spilled soda on it @_@ rip. Ive been playing cult of the lamb when I like itch for my phone. Ive been texting some irl friends too. IDK MAN!! I feel so anxious and awful rn but its only day 2 I think eventually ill feel better than before and rn is just a ugly transition period .-. sos. ughh my head hurts as I type this.... I want a video camera so bad so if you guys wanna see videos of me lmk I want a lower quality camera for a more 2000s vibe I have a picture only camera but I lost the cord 2 upload my pics 2 my laptop :( its really important to me that I stay real and authentic for these posts so theyre raw and not like polish and clean. I ate a whole chicken for dinner btw it was super good. thats all for now I think! If my moots see this I lov u!