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is anybody else like carnally inlove with their partners to the point it feels like they are dying without them.
ive been without a means to contact my girlfriend for awhile now and its also kind of hard to reach my QPP because sometimes he isnt always online and i dont want to seem like a weird needy bastard trying to nag him to talk to me.
like i feel like i could spend every minute talking to them both but then i feel like a gross weird stalker creep thats watching like a famous person or like the weird nerd thats only friends with the prettier main lead to make the main lead look prettier by being ugly next to them.
i just want to do everything in my power to make my partners as happy as possible but i feel like im not worthy of their love and its so fucking tiring.
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Vivi !
Communication is the most important thing in a relationship, so its completely fair and important to tell your partner(s?) about it. Is there anything you can do to distract yourself, though? Overreliance is hard and sucks a lot so i get it, as someone who also struggles a bit (tho for me its BPD :/) i usually try and draw or regulate my emotions and distract until i can be with them again
its nothing that they do but sadly just my brain fucking me over with my weird brain issues (bipolar disorder sighhh（；´д｀）ゞ) so i try to tell myself its not real and that they love me because they remind me when im upset that they do, but i always make up fake scenarios that theyre behind my back talking about how they hate me or that they think im weird when i talk
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