memory loss

I don't know if it's just me, but when I get really high to the point I just freeze and just sit there for what seems like hours. I end up remembering things, small things like in my childhood that were innocent but I never kept them in my brain so it felt like I was digging up lost treasure if that makes sense, so then I begin to remember the bad stuff slowly. When it gets to that point my brain actively tries to distract me into thinking of something else, or that's how I feel. I was able to draw out the layout of a house I experienced bad things in, which seemed very I don't know like if I was in a movie; a movie where you start connecting the dots and things seem to click faster and faster to the point you cant keep up. That's what it felt like yesterday when I was high of a 2 mg cart LOL. But in all seriousness, has anybody else experienced something similar? sorry for that bad grammer btw