Help

I think my bf might be losing feelings...

Maybe I´m just overthinking.. I overthink a lot. And I mean a LOT.

I´ll try to keep it short when I explain this... T^T

Me and my bf are dating for abt 2 months or smth now. Before we started dating we were just friends, and I knew him for abt a month or smth already. He had a crush on me, and after a while I started feeling the same, so I broke up with my now ex. Before we started dating he nearly always immediately replied and also when we started dating, but lately he´s been a bit slower to respond and spends more time with his friends than he used to.

Maybe I'm just overthinking, cuz he already goes to collage and his school days are really long and his grades are low so he has to study a lot, but why wasn´t it the same before we started dating? Maybe it´s just cuz time never stands still, and in some small or big periods you hang out more or less with your friends or have more or less homework or harder tests... He ain't lying abt hanging out/gaming with his friend, cuz I've seen proof. 

He also always used to say good night every night and sometimes lately he doesn't... Or dryer. He's struggling mentally tho, cuz there´s a lot of pressure from school and his abusive family, so badly that it makes him suicidal, which worries me a lot too btw. He says that if he would lose me he would en himself... Ig that also means he's not losing feelings right?

Maybe he thinks I'm weird, and childish... And I overthink and overlove too much, and I'm really REALLY clingy and obsessed with him. Tho he always says he doesn't mind and thinks it's cute. He even accepts that I'm really Yandere, and he kinda is too. ^^

I'm just so scared to lose him..

I would go insane..

I would end myself if I lose him

And I'd ... anyone who comes between us.. Hehe.. :3

Maybe I'm toxic, or insane, or traumatized,

but idc,

I just don't want to lose him...