.°(ಗдಗ。)°.I FEEL EXTREMELY SAD FOR AND PISSED AT MY FRIENDS

( ´∀｀) i have a lot of friends. All of which i adore and care for extremely. But there’s SOME friends, which i feel a bit uneasy with. I DO acknowledge that they have problems and difficulties in their life. I feel extremely sorry for them, wishing that they could have a better life and learn to love themselves and the things around them. 

Its just that sometimes, they can be a bit too much. I feel as if i cannot be joyful around them sometimes, and it makes me feel shame for having a better life than them. And sometimes i feel like all we ever talk about is the negative aspects of life. And i hate that. I don’t like negative talk ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡ 

i feel stuck, i don’t know whether to let them be sad or try to help my friends because i know either way they’ll always be sad and depressive.. AND I HATE THAT!!! I HATE THAT SO MUCH!!!!!!! 

do you know how DEPRESSING my friends get??? Do you know how much it AFFECTS people???? They’re really all just a bunch of selfish pricks who can’t think of anyone but themselves!!!(● ˃̶͈̀ロ˂̶͈́)੭ꠥ⁾⁾ 

But then i feel sorry for them, because its their own fault that they live such miserable lives. The despair they emit is overwhelming. I want to help them, i want to give them my support. But its HARD to when they refuses it. I wish them a good life. But i don’t know how to help them achieve it. 

I wish they can get their own help.

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