life?

its low-key 4am again, lol I wonder why I always make entries at 4am, maybe its just natural for me to feel like writing around this time. I'm moving to California tomorrow by plane. a bit nervous but yet still somewhat excited? still sad cus I'm leaving my life here behind including all the friends I've made and all of the "love" I felt over here. I guess I'll just have to wait and see what the future has in store for me in this new chapter called life :p.