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I haven't been online anywhere for a while because I'm an extremely sad and miserable person...lol. I cant bring myself to seek any actual help for my issues and what help I do get doesn't actually help. So against everything they tell you as a kid I did two things, stole, and started smoking.
My best friend in the entire world sat and watched me chain smoke half a pack while I cried on a park bench and I haven't put the pack down since. He agreed to take the pack from me and shill them out to me and buy them only when I really need them since I'm only 18, I love him so very much and I'm glad he doesn't just shut me down.Β
Anyways I think this will stay with me for life and I fucking hate myself...Im gonna go smoke.
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you got a lot ahead of ya man. and to have a friend like that? thats awesome. it may not seem like much but youre already a step ahead in the right direction. and you have a day one to help you through it. trust bro, you got this
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It's never too late to turns things around, specially having someone like your friend it would help alot. i hope the best for you