rant!3

i feel like we should normalize talking to the people in our head, its rude not to respond. 

besides that little blurb i wish that i was a normal person and didnt have the disorders that i do (bipolar, adhd,autism, histronic, depression, anxiety) and possibly so many more because it affects my life so much, i dont feel like i belong to my body and its so fucking exhautsing trying to make new friends because im strange and dont know how to talk without scaring people or being an actual robot like one second im all "lets breed until out eyes bleed" then the next im "it seems that youre struggling with blah blah blah and i reccomend blah blah blah" like why cant i just be the person i am when i talk to myself, like i get so excited and im switching between so many moods and it makes me want to slit, so if you want to be friends then pardon how much of a mess i am sighhhhhss

-acid^^

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