urticária

idk this is my first time blogging anything idk what people write on here i dont even have a diary ,i mean i tried once but at some point i started writing stuff and leaving the page open in a place where everyone can see as a stunt to grab attention ,it didnt work tho THANK GOODNESS THAT SHI IS TOO EMBARASSING I GEN WOULD WANT THE FLOOR TO SWALLOW ME IF ANYONE BROUGHT IT UP AGAIN in my defense i was 10. lately, I've been really obsessed with HIM demos, poison girl demo has so much raw emotion in it like even tho I'm sorta experiencing an emotional decline that shi made me cry i love yew so much ville valo, lowk my gender envy, also i decided i need to be writing more since im cooked in convos irl i feel like it'll condition my brain into finding the right words irl? maybe not but i still need the writing skills.

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