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My experiences with Sleep Paralysis and Hallucinations

Some of these things fit into a paranormal category but the vast majority can be put into hallucinations to sleep paralysis. these are NOT in any order but my estimated age will most likely be in the section.


Be me, 9. Just moved into a new house. very relieved to get away from my grandparents, but I cant shake the feeling that im being watched or something will reach out to me. One day comes, I'm staying up late at night and while watching kubz scouts, or god knows what, I suddenly hear loud, stomping footsteps and quickly shut off my tv, pretending to be sleeping. I jolt, I hear a loud, consistent banging on my door. Not just a tap tap tap or a knock knock knock a BANGBANGBANGBANGBANGBANG. My entire door was shaking, my knob rattled and my door has scratch marks on it when I wake up. I was scared shook, I couldnt sleep that night, I knew for a fact me and my mom were the only ones in the house. It was on I believe new years so my mom was already passed out (she cant stay up to save her life) and we had no pets/animals. I know for a fact this was a hallucination from sleep deprivement, but alas, what the FUCK.


Be me, 7, taking a shower while my mom sleeps and my grandparents are upstairs watching jepoardy. I take a shower like usual, through my happy days of having a flat chest. At the end, a note slips under the door. I stare at it for a while, not picking it up. I stare and stare and eventually start crying because of how afraid I was. My mom walks loud, my grandma has a cane so i hear that when shes walking, and my grandpa stomps. Before the note slipped, I saw the under of the door get dark, saying someone was behind it. I opened it and it was one of my "demons." it was either my sleep demon or knowledge demon because it was dark, and holding a head. It was in crayon, the demon was scratchy and wide, not too wide and not too skinny but also not slim. it was tall, maybe the size of my hand outstretched. it had claws, and it had no eyes. This has been one of my scariest hallucinations, but not number one.
Be me, 10-11, went to visit your grandma in wisconsin for school break. Me and my grandma stayed up late walking in the field near her house, we played with the fireflies but we kept hearing things move in the bushes and i hallucinated things standing far away. Eventually we went back, laughing a bit as I made a joke. As I head to bed I go to bed immediatally, I tuck my ipad under my pillow so i can charge it and snore. I wake up in the morning, sleeping in till 10. I don't open my eyes for a while and I remember being very happy, until I opened my eyes. there was someone on the far end of my bed, smiling ear to ear. when i mean ear to ear I dont mean a humane smile i mean a ear to ear sharp toothed smile. It was the scariest sleep paralysis/halucination ive ever had, absolutely terrifiyng. It was a boy, not any older than I was and dressed in victorian clothes. It never tried getting any closer, but I remember not being able to move, or blink, out of fear. I didnt want to blink because of the whole weeping angel thing but eventually i got up the courage too and i blinked. when i opened my eyes it was gone, I do believe it was a spirit of sort but there are no words to explain how bone chilling this was.
 Be me, 12, I wake up in a normal day and dont open my eyes for a while. I open them eventually and im un able to move. this is really it, this happens every now and then when i wake up on my back.. but still a frightening tale.
this doesnt contribute to my story but offers a peprspective as to why I believe in ghosts.

When my mom was a teenager, she had a REAL oujia board in her attic. Her and her friends decided to play it together. Her house already had things happening, ghostly things. Like doors opening and closing, the feeling of being watched, things being out of place etc. They played it and a day or two went by, they were taking a polaroid together and once it appeared, their was a man in the back. she looked behind her, noone was there. they lived in a forest too so if they ran away they wouldve been able to notice the sound. The man was visible, he had a destroyed face, very monotone. I believe that she left open a "portal" to the spirit world and its now came to haunt me.


These are mostly tied to anxiety, etc but I will be writing more on them later. i have a TON.



 


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