(っ- ‸ - ς) (Calling in sick AGAIN)

I hate to do this. Skipping class? Fine. But having to call in sick, when I am? Deplorable. Life ruining. I woke up feeling hungry, ate a banana, then went back to bed. Then, when I woke up for the second time, I decided to go get smth to eat at the dining hall, (where I work), like a responsible adult. Omw to the dining hall, I realized that I was feeling weird... a little lightheaded, sluggish, and my stomach hurt. I got my food and thought "If I don't feel any better when I finish eating, I'll call off," so, I called off. With these things, I have imposter syndrome. Like, ik I'd stick it out if I genuinely was okay and I wouldn't misuse sick days, but I always have that nagging voice in the back of my head like "you're just faking!!" It sucks. Well, I got the email confirming that I'll get this schedule off, so I'll just have to chill.