GET M3 0UT oF H3RE!!!!!!!!

Hi, me again. I'm writing this while at school which is super ironic considering I FUCKING HATE IT HERE. It's slow and repetitive and everyday is the same loop with different things to piss me off while I'm just trying to exist. It's infuriating, I just want to feel normal and to feel like I belong somewhere for once even if it means watering myself down for the sake of others. I just wish I could feel okay being around others, and I thought I was a nice person, but everyone around me acts like I'm some sort of disease they would rather not catch. I miss how it was early on when all that mattered was how many crayons your box came with. life felt easier and lighter, and i was happy and unaware in the most beautiful way, and now i can't see any beauty in living besides the death that greets you at the end of the road. I'm ranting now because some boys are barking and yelling at me while im just trying to eat lunch..i like waterbuger fries and spicy ketchup im happy my bsf got me food.