vivid dreams

ohhh my god

the dreams this week have been.. SO vivid. and also i keep dreaming about BOYS (??) that i'm not even attracted to. like in the dreams they just give me a lot of attention and i'm loving it but i wake up every time like... wtf why is this happening i'm a LESBIAN.. like HUHHHH anyways.

i also did a tarot reading yesterday asking about if it would be a bad idea to let a certain someone back into my life but only so i can use him to buy me weed (spoiler alert!! it would be a bad idea). the cards literally were like "don't do stupid shit just bc ur bored." OMG?!! u did not have to clock me so hard DAMN. my tarot deck is always so blunt but yk what i love her so much for that. it's just the kind of energy i need.

but ya anywayss my dreams have been so vivid to the point where i literally feel like i'm travelling to other dimensions, which, i probably am. i wouldn't be surprised if there's any truth in that. waking up these days feels so weird..