ugly

I feel a lot as if I'm just this ugly rotting corpse I guess, I'm not that great at putting it into words. I just feel gross and terrible. There's so many pretty people around me. But I know the only reason I feel this way is my own fault. its honestly hard to take care of myself and I just never feel the motivation to actually do something about it. Maybe tomorrow i could wear some of my favorite clothes, do my hair a bit, and out a little makeup on just to make me feel pretty, things could be better.