i want 2 hibernation Really Really Badly

tha cold weather tossez my mood and energy around liek an extra bouncy ping pong ball . all i feel rigjt neow iz such a need 2 get comfy in my nest and never ever get up again . all i want right neow iz 2 rip myself apart and let mySelf run run run run run 2 everybody who feelz real . i might write sumthin idk . there waz a girl in my freshman year science class who mightve been the nicest person ive ever known, even 2 date . i hope shez ok . iz alwayz special when people see me 4 all i am and not only stay, but get closer still  . she would help where i struggled, and when i did stuff she knew waz hard 4 me, she waz alwayz so proud . i really hope shez ok . i loved her so much