can i be freaking normal

idk whats going on like ever,,,  I was at my first day of work today, no caffeine, no food, not much sleep ,, and my boss was explaining shit to me but i was so focused on how his face didn't even look like a face. like do you ever say a word too many times and it loses meaning? that's what he looked like. i was like,,,, woahhh theres this guy here,, talking at me ,,, duuuude where am i... i retained little to no valuable information all day and im about to take the most insane nap ever