storytime

on halloween i went to the ER because my stomach was burning so bad i thought i was going to die, originally i thought i had been laced but after 8 HOURS in that stupid cold smelly hospital i found out i had gastritis and they just told me to home.

i was also dressed as the oncler so i got a lot of laughs from people at the ER lmao!

a lot of people reacted strangley when i said i had gastritis especially adults who were like "you have that already?" so maybe its more common in adults or sm idk.

the reason i got it is one only i and my friends know my parents think its because i eat sour candy but the real reason is that for 2 years i had been abusing painkillers. ibuprofen, asprin, you name it (oh yeah alcohol too)!

i was going through a lot and at the time painkillers seemed like a good idea because if you take enough (for me) i get lightheaded and dissasociate and i kind of dont feel real its a weird feeling but the feeling of dissasociating was better than feeling what was going on around me, and by doing this i had worn down the lining of my stomach and it got all inflamed i guess according to google.

since my ER visit i havent taken any pills for pain anymore out of fear that the pain would return because it was so bad like so bad i was crying and keeled over on the floor clutching my stomach.

this was also a day before my birthday too (november first) so i turned 15 in the hospital lol.

most of my friends were not surprised when i told them the reason i got gastritis and one of them said "i told you so!you should have listened to me!!" shes a bitch she can suck my dick and eat my butt idgaf.

anywho 

moral of the story is dont abuse painkillers and alchohol at 15 it wont turn out so great 

and dont make fun of people who do because you never know what their going thru

(DISCLAIMER!! this isnt a vent its just a story of mine lol personally i think its a little funny)

let me know if you guys want to hear some other drama and gossip in my life because im so interesting and cool (with rizz)