storytime - the 'bread' fic

okay, i'm tellin this story bc it haunts my thoughts everytime i think about black butler 4 too long & if i have 2 know about the existence of this fic then so do u. 
anyway, it was around 4th or 5th grade (late 2011 - early 2013). there were these 2 girls that were kinda weebs & i guess they rlly liked black butler, so they took it upon themselves 2 write a fanfic. 
what did this fanfic entail? let me tell u. i believe it was mainly sebastian/ciel (which is a lot 2 unpack already) & the standout details 4 me were that ciel referred 2 his d*ck as his "bread" (hence me referring 2 this as "the bread fic") which i guess he thought that his "bread" got cold @ night so sebastian offered 2 warm it up with his mouth (this sh*t feels like it happened in a fever dream). i also remember this character named "mike" (which had 2 be either a. their oc or b. my friend who told me about this got the char's actual name mixed up bc i know 4 a FACT there is no black butler character named mike) being involved & there being quite a bit of rape happening in it. i only ever heard about this from my friend & never read it myself but it sounds like it was a fckin roller coaster 2 read.