Ugh I might have given up on this immediately

God it felt so good to start this blog and set up my profile and talk to the few people that messaged me. 

Just like with all my hobbies though I gave up by the second day. I don't know why I thought it would be different. The burst of excitement leading to resignation in the inevitability that I will never try a little bit to do something good for myself. I know if squeeze past the uncomfortably of starting conversations and spending time on myself I could be so much happier.

You're gonna get a blog entry whenever I get a burst of motivation.