Cosmetology school

This is just me talking to the void. I'm currently in school to get my cosmetology license. I think I've truly found my passion. In high school I didn't care much doing school work. I fell into the wrong crowd, made some awful choices and eventually found myself in a very dark point in my life. Yk, usual high school bullshit. 

My plan was always to study cosmetology, but for a while I was too scared. I didn't think I had it in me to do it. What if I failed? What if I ended up hating it? What if I didn't like my class? What if I sucked at it? All these "what ifs" were stopping me. I ended up working a retail job for 2 years, saving up whatever I could, and then August of this year, I bit the bullet and enrolled. 

Here I am 4 months in, and I fell in love with the trade. I adore my teacher, my classmates are awesome, and I made a new friend that I think will be in my life for a long time. Yes I am tired, I am stressed, and honestly I need a nap lol. But I love what I'm doing and when I look back, it's hilarious how terrified I was of starting. Anyways, cosmetology school rocks, and I'm happy I started the journey :)