Who is the god of romantic orientation and can I have a word with them?

Hey omnipotent being in charge of assigning who I am attracted to, I would like a simple answer on my romantic orientation, please and thank you.

Like I at first thought I was homoromantic, then I thought ehhh maybe demiromantic, then I found out about cupioromantic and thought yeah this seems right, but I wasn't very happy about that because of the whole "desire for something I could never have" type thing. Now I am back to thinking I might be demiromantic, being romantically attracted to guys, because I am pretty sure what I am feeling is romantic, but like I don't know anymore, you know? 

I'm really happy that I am most likely demiromantic because yay I can feel that thing that I thought I never would be able to and maybe I can have the sort of relationship that I would love to have. It would also make sense as to why I thought I might feel no romantic attraction because I just had not got close enough with the right person at any point previously. 

eheheh anyway this post has no real point to it I am just very happy now and have been stimming around my bedroom for days because AARARHHRRAAAHHYYYAAYYY :D (also still a bit confused lol but hey that isn't new)