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a friend i've talked about on the blog before invited me to a house party for their birthday (well not specifically me, it was a general post on their close friends story on instagram but they replied after i swiped up so i guess that's an invitation??) but i'm feeling so conflicted about it.
i have no idea who will be there, if ill recognize anyone at all from past or present, or if it'll be like the first time i went to their house where i basically sat by myself awkwardly on the couch watching everyone play video games. and there was a situation that happened between me and a mutual friend of ours (it was when me and [the friend] still weren't talking) and i'm terrified that he'll be there. i don't like the person i used to be, and i still don't really know if i like the person than i am now. but i don't think i could bear having to face the repercussions of my actions in person.
i'm really hoping that some scene people (people from our local scene, not like scene kids or anything (although that would be cool too)) will be there and i might have at least one other person to talk to besides the friend, who will probably be talking to everyone.
i'm debating asking one of my friends to go with me, but i don't know who to ask. not to mention it's been so long, i have no idea if i should or what to get [my friend] as a gift. should i just bring something non-specific like alcohol?? should i get them something actually meaningful?? should i do something in the middle ??? so many questions to answer before the end of the month. i might ask my bsf her opinion cause UGHHHGHHGH god.
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Lukiiiiaaaahhhh
I'd say you could ask the birthday party host if you can bring a friend, if that would make you feel more comfortable going! As for getting a gift, do something you'll think they'll like! If they're into squishmallows, do one of those! A guitar player, buy a new set of strings! (The high E string breaks ALL THE TIME) Personally, I'm not sure of the age range that'll be attending, but if it's a 21 and up party, I don't think it would be a bad idea to bring something non-specific like alcohol, but if the ages vary, maybe bring some sodas or chips, something like that! I think going would be a great way to meet new people, but that may just be the desire to make friends in me, lol.
omg yes thanks for ur help !! i know they said that +1's are fine as long as i let them know so i think i will ask my friend to come with. and as for the gift, i still have 20-something days to decide :0
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