dreamss.....

vent.. kind of? idk xd

i can draw pretty decently already.. but I wanna do more then thattt.. :'( I see so many cool animations on YouTube !! I have an admiration for it, I'd love to work and mess around with 3d models!

problem is I don't have the right supplies 2 do so.. I have a garbage laptop that barely works at this point and a phone, which I can animate on ibis paint but god is it hard on such a small screen.. I already hate drawing digitally, its hard using my fingers -_- sorry for complaining, I just wanna get this off my mind, Ill eventually raise the money to get my own new laptop

also I feel kind of awful about it, I see so many people my age doing the things I wish I can do, which I'm happy for them, but also a little jealous :'|