a bit of everything, i guess

sometimes i feel so much boredom, like there's something i should actually be doing to spend my time instead of whatever this is. i've tried reading, chatting, litening to music, scrolling, and it never goes away. The hours go by and i still feel just so... empty, like i'm unintentionally avoiding something really fun and imersive i could be doing.

On a different note, I'm currently listening to a really nice song as i'm typing this. It's Soon by d2s1 

I've been really invested in oc lore lately and it has been so much fun to create and plan, maybe i should try and draw to kill this existential boredom i've been feeling.

I really don't have practice with blogs, writing this all feels like i'm somehow doing it wrong even though i know this isn't really a thing. you don't blog wrong, it's a free thing, you get to do it however you think it's best, but i still am very much the performative final boss so maybe i just need some practice and familiarization

But yeah, i think that sums it up. have a good rest of your day, afternoon or evening.

Mika out