Fuck my spamton deltarune life

I'm a fat 1.70m mexican. I'm 20 years old and I'm only getting a grip on English now. I'm autistic and unmedicated as fuck. I draw and animate. I think looking like a college student during 2005, instead of being a college student born in 2005, is cool as fuck. It's as humid as an underboob cutout, and i'm sweating my asscheeks off when it's literally fucking December. My 5 year old sister is bothering me, but i just want to play Half-Life or Deltarune. My little brother is telling me my girlfriend has a fat rack like i don't already know that. My little brother is also telling me i'm a fat autistic nerd. Like i don't already know that shit already. I just dropped my fucking ice cream cone and i got a text from my girlfriend saying she has a headache. I should be eating my ice cream and holding my beautiful girl. This is bullshit. Fuck my spamton deltarune life.