end of the year (WHAT???)

I CANT BELIEVE THE END OF 2025 IS JUST AROUND DA CORNER AHHHHHHHH

idk what to think honestly, i have a lot of school things i have 2 finish (mostly bcz i failed almost everything lol) but its crazy bcz i feel like this has been a crazy and long year and i never thought it was going to finish

next year is my last year on school and i'll have to get a J*B and go to like college/university (idk how u guys say it) and by the time im studying the career im going to be 18 and its like WHAAAAAAAT

idk its just like i havent enjoyed these last years or maybe im not appreciating what i have??????