tear in my heart

{TRIGGER WARNING SH & SUICIDE}

As if life couldn't get worse any worse. My mom has taken away my ability to go to college in another city. She says she doesn't trust me to be alone because of my sh and my suicide attempts. This also means not being alone in general, if she's home I'll be attached to her hip. She has to be off her rocker if she thinks this so going to help. My dreams of leaving this shitty town was brushed away like dust on someones shoulder. I'm thinking of moving out in January. 

God give me strength. Signing out, Lux.｡.:*☆