12/1/25

12/1/25

urghhh im putting off an essay i have to write tonight i dont want tooooo I DONT WANT TOOOOO IT WAS DUE 2 WEEKS AGO FUCK OFF. ok anyways I tried to take my adhd meds today because i thought i mightve just been overreeacting when i thought they made me feel bad last time i was taking them but quickly did i remember why i stopped taking them bro they fucked me UP i had horrible stomach pain and nausea all day and my brain just stopped working i was out of it so badly all day. i drew a bit though...... colored a doodle i did on paper . i have so much fucking homework i dont wan t to do I HAVE A CHEMISTRY TEST FIRST THING INTHE MORNING I HAVENT STUDIED A SINGLE BIT FOR I DNOT KNOW HOW TO D O ITTT I NEED TO KILL MYSEFL !!!!!!!!!! ok wahtever. i started working on building buttercup!!!!! with cardboard!!!!!1 got some very basic cardboard parts cut out for him that i gotta put together. my dad took me to the store to get paint and glue for him im so excited to actually make him look like himself X3 so kyute. blahhh ig o write my essay now FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH oh also happy holly jolly season now I guess

today is day 548 no shinjiro and 520 no makoto