the ducking future

I know I'm young and all, and I have my whole life ahead of me (for reference, I'm 19 years old). But I'm lowkey really behind. I'm not in college, though I am working and have a somewhat steady income, but still. I'm not in college. And I know yea there's still so much time and you'll never know what'll happen in the future and all and I'm excited for that future, but right now really sucks lol. I know it'll get better though. Just feels good to rant.