idk how extroverts do it man

for like the first time in years i've kind of tried my best to either add people or stay for a good 20 ish minutes online, bc i think that since i never experienced myspace this is the best way to, plus i wanted to make alt or emo or scene friends, but my god has it been difficult (╥﹏╥)

i like it here, i appreciate how simple spacehey is, that you can have ur own custom profile, it's really cool, but idk why i cant make any new longlasting friends ;w; idk if i'm the boring one or what but i've only made like 1 actual long term friend and it was at the verryyyyy begining of when i joined. i am grateful for them, but i'd like to have more online friends (or at least just 1 more idk) i swear this used to be easier when i was little T_T also like a lot of 13 and 14 yo add me for some reason?? idk why ??? anyways ive tried my best to go out my comfort zone to talk to ppl but it never ever works out 

Is it bc im not scene or emo that ppl dont friend me or wanna talk i'm confused?? ? ;w; i'll literally listen to all ur song recommendations and listen to u yap about ur fav bands just pls add me and give me a chance TwTTTT i swear i'm swag when i warm up to u (˵ ͠ಥ‿ ͠ಥ˵)

also i know it says i have like 9 friends or wtv but i dont even talk to those ppl or they wont talk w me so what was the point in adding meeee 

anyways sorry for the rant, it's been a little tiring ;-; and i know i cant obv be friends w everyone i meet but i cant be the only one struggling here

tho i'm sure i'll find someone at the right time (hopefully)