I've stopped believing in God (Kind of)

Before you start reading, please be aware that my intentions with this blog are not to change anyone's beliefs. 

For a somewhat long time, I used to be a fairly Christian person. All those Christian Tiktoks swayed me into turning to God and giving my life to Jesus. But after a while, I started feeling distant from God, it really felt like he wasn't even there.

And what made me "stop" believing in God, is learning about Deism.

     (Deism is the belief that God does exist, but doesn't interact with us.)

So I haven't exactly stopped believing that God exists, but I now believe that God does not interact with Society anymore.

I feel like this might be an interesting thing to learn about, and honestly it made a lot of sense to me once I learned about it. I feel like that life could have been perfect when God first created life, or before he stopped interacting with his creation. Life with God would have been free of evils, pain, and despair. But as God left us, the world became a much darker place.

If you read all the way through, thank you for listening. Have a great day/night :)