30.11.25 ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ୭ 11:11

can't believe it's the end of the year already!!!! i feel like this month has been short and long at the same time, honestly i feel like the older i get the more the passage of time gets weird......

i started off the month going to watch a nightmare on elm street at 3 am with angel and paule which was like one of the best movie theater experiences i've ever had!!! then a day later i played club penguin for their halloween party with the twins and it was lots of fun!!!!! i played lots of club penguin this month which was great  

i also remember being very excited for annabelle dinda to release the hand which she did on the 7th, and also rosalía's new album which i became obsessed with!!!!! my favorite was la yugular. 

on the 8th mist and pi went to the club to celebrate blu's bday and we had lots of fun even though it's not a club i would usually go to cause it's a bit heterosexual lollllll

around that time i also made one of the greatest discoveries of all time.......... the chinese indie band skip skip ben ben!!!!!! i spent so much of this month listening to their albums on loop and honestly they've become my favorite band 

on the 11th i had a little bday party for lee and bella on club penguin, then on the 12th lily and i went to the movie theater to watch the ugly step sister and ohhhhhh my god we had so much fun......... the movie theater was completely empty so we made comments out loud the whole movie, took pics and stuff........ it was so great

over the next couple of days i worked on my first paper mache project which i started before the reverse bear trap but since halloween was so soon i kinda left it aside, but i was able to finish it this month!!!!! i started an account on instagram, tiktok, tumblr, and pinterest to post the art i make, the username on all of them is @delirioeter if u want to check it out!!!! i also played lots of club penguin, made an awesome igloo, got all my ninja belts and the whole fire suit!!!!!

then ohhhhhhh my god on the 20th the best thing ever happened: the first sotr trailer came out!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was already expecting them to release that since the movie is coming out november 20th of next year, but oh my god it was so amazing, the cast looks so cool, seeing maysilee for the first time was so great ahhhhhhhh!!!!!! i even had friends who aren't fans of thg get excited over the trailer!!!!!!!!! the next day rui and lily and i went over to pink's house to hang out and it was very cozy we watched a mid horror movie called oculus and then i slept over and watched nosferatu with pink then the first eps of welcome to derry the next day 

on the 25th i celebrated my psychiatric hospital admission bday by going to nico's tcc which is a research project and presentation u have to do to graduate college and it was so good, i saw mist and my beloved niece elisa, then we got some cute stickers and went to the mall

on the 27th i went to paule's tcc presentation and since they're a dance major there were some performances before theirs and it was so cool, there was this girl that did this whole thing with uv lights and fabrics with rosalía playing in the background and i loved it!!!!!! watching paule's short film was so cool, especially since i helped out, it was kind of surreal seeing my name in the credits

thennnnn the next day i went to blu's tcc presentation and got to see elisa my beloved again yayyyyyyyy blu did amazing on her presentation and got approved, then we went to see ana which was really nice cause i missed her a lot, then we went to a karaoke and i had lots of fun, i even sang the hanging tree from thg lmao i loved it 

media wise besides what i mentioned i also watched i love la which i'm obsessed with, american mary which was soooo good, charli xcx's alone together documentary which made me realize the pandemic was a while ago lol, then i had to run some errands for my mom and i spontaneously went to the movie theater by myself to watch the rocky horror picture show which i loved, i also finished the episodes i had left of welcome to derry and the new stranger things eps.

music wise the highlight of the month was definitely skip skip ben ben, i played lots of club penguin listening to their no-fi, no fiction album which became my favorite, and besides the releases i mentioned some stuff i really enjoyed was searows' new song photograph of a cyclone, yukimi's new ep, fka twigs' new album........ also i was really obsessed with listening to bad love by seohyun and some of taeyeon's solos, i've been getting a lot of snsd content on my twitter tl and tiktok fyp and it's making me miss them so much....... i'm even listening to 11:11 by taeyeon on loop while writing this  

u can listen to the songs i had on repeat on my playlist!!!!!!

my november playlist ✩°｡⋆⸜ 🎧 ♫⋆｡♪

even though november was a great month, i've struggled a bit with my mom's condition..... she has cancer and got worse so i was really stressed out, but she's gotten better which makes me a bit more relieved. i don't really believe in anything spiritual so it's hard for me to pray and stuff, but if u are reading this and could send positive energy to my mom i would really appreciate it. see u in december byeeeeeeeee