internet diary, 30/11/26

hmm hello i may have forgotten to post yesterday.... oh well nevermind that ahaha

tw i guess for being insane about food again

i have to stay with my grandparents for the next two weeks and it is pure hell already. trying to fast when everyone around you is a total fatass is absolutely not for the week. "do you want food? are you hungry? blahblah" SSHUT UUUUUPPPPPP I WILL SLIT MY THROAT RIGHT NOW IF YOU MENTION FOOD AGAIN.

whatever. at least, in a way, it is easier to fast here because they are like.... 8? people in this house (dont question..) so they never really pay attention to whether i eat or not so thats nice. might try do do a full day or two of fasting once im sure i can get away with it. honestly i feel like such a faker for 21 hrs being my longest one.........