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i genuienly feel so down rn, i want to just.. disappear. i can't get myself to get up from my bed and i have a hard time paying attention to class. all i do is just.. i don't even know. i can't even get myself to write anything in my diary irl. i can't even get myself to text my friends. all i do is just.. draw or watch the tv. i just don't see any reasons for me to live anymore but i just can't even get myself to k!ll myself. (scensoring some words so i wouldn't get banned on spacehey) atp if i would be dy!ng right now, i wouldn't do anything and just accept it. i really want to become better.. but i just cant. i don't find anything enjoyable anymore and my social levels are getting low, i cant even say hi to my friends without feeling anxious. hell, i even feel anxious writing about this right now. it's so hard for me to get myself together. and even in school, i feel so left out, no one talks to me or anything like that. i don't even remember the last time when someone actually asked me if i was alright, i dont remember the last time when someone actually gave me a hug, i don't even remember the last time when someone said any loving words to me. i feel like everyone just hates me and think i'm annoying. i just hate my life so much. i want to go d!e in a hole or something.
Sorry about my grammar, English isn't my 1st language.
WARNING!!: vent
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Cloudy^_^
I’m sorry you feel that way…it’s tough at times, but don’t give up! Whether you realize it or not, there are many ppl that care for you…never lose hope ♡ Stay strong YUKIKITA, you got this…!! Sending lots of happiness and hope(´・ω・)
P.s i CAREE!!
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Aww ur so sweet, Cloudy!! Tysmm ^_^
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Aww ur so sweet, Cloudy!! Tysmm ^_^
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Ofc…!! If you ever wanna talk (no pressure) I’m here <3 wishing u all the best!
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