js yapping

wsp unc here and lemme js say my life has been hell this past year lemme know if this is tmi but i had recently developed a serious anxiety disorder and it started after my fourth time at the mental hospital and that place was shit my mom said if i go back shes sending me to a rtc like uhm disculpe THATS A THREAT MAAM but i dont plan on going back but i mean it was ok like ppl there were pretty quiet some of them were nice some of them were fighting for fun yea u heard that right ill be damned if i ever step foot back in that shit hole again but anyways i hate anxiety it makes it impossible to calm down and i dont have good coping skills iykyk but i was seeing a therapist a counsler and a psychaitrist idk how to spell that but now im not seeing anybody cause im try to switch to someone NEW yea and thats scary and does anyone else like second guess every single damn thing in thier life like its makes me think nothing is right like i can never make the right desicion but anyway sorry if im talking to much i was js venting ig if u listend thanks if u didnt well idc anyways peace out XD