sick azfuck and nawt in tha kool way also i want my dad dead

on friday (away from home, on vacation 4 gross imperialism holiday) i got way majorly fucking sick . still am but it waz liek Bad on tha drive home fri night . but liek b4 we left my dad made a big deal of "no offense, i love you, but i love you when youre sick"

which is the biggest fucking lie ive ever heard, and also insanely kinda creepy . there is nothing that man hates to see me more than disabled . hes constantly putting pressure on me to go through school and get a job and hates the idea of having to take care of me . he hates that im a failure . i dont get wat compellz him 2 switch up on that when i have a fever, and he doesnt even alwayz . he citez me "acting different" when im sick but i literally Dont . somehow being silly and immature iz only something he thinkz iz nice when im in immense physical pain . i wish i could bash hiz skull open . need him to feel it .

regardless . anywayz . after getting home fri night i puked my gutz out and proceeded 2 nawt sleep At All . i waz having some weird fever dream . waz only able 2 sleep in tha late morning after sum ibuprofen, so neow my sense of tiem iz even More fucked up . how much do u wanna bet my dadz still gonna try making me go 2 skool tmw