ive had an ed for more than half my life and there are times its worse than other times. but recently its been really really bad to the point were i am considering asking someone for help. im doing so bad and i feel everything i do in my life now is an unconscious cry for help. i can never tell my parents i cant do that to them and theyll be mad or disappointed. i wish i could as for help im tired im tired im tired. ill never get better on my own and it feels as if im waiting to just wither away cuz what else is there for me to do. this is so lonely and to know this is what the rest of my life will be. this is all there is to me
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wafflebutter
i hope you can get the help you're needing :( there's much more to you than this, don't let it win!! im struggling with this as well and recovery/getting help in general is a slow process but in the end the help will be worth it. it's even harder when the people around you don't understand it or don't know what to do to get you back where you need to be. this isn't all there is for you, you've got time to heal and experience new things !! ( ´・・)ノ(._.`)
thank you ur so nice i appreciate you so much and im so sorry youre going thru this too i dont wish this on anyone. im here if you need anything your comment actually meant so much to me especially right now you dont know <3. i want to talk to some of my frnds about this but im so anxiety ridden already so its hard to bring it up but ill try my best! i wish and pray for ur recovery as well i know you too have more to you than this. thank u for being so kind im here if u ever need to msg me xxxx <333
by gothb1tch; ; Report
im so glad to hear!! :D im so down to talk whenever too! we'll both make it, i understand the anxiety so feel free to lmk if you need someone to talk to about it !!
by wafflebutter; ; Report
im thankful (: thats very kind and sweet of you! im here for u to msg me anytime too. thank you for making my day better i needed it <3
by gothb1tch; ; Report