kinda confused, kinda in love ✧

okay so… there’s this boy. we’re calling him N.

and omg, i like him so much it’s actually insane.

on friday after school, i saw him and we hugged and it was literally the cutest moment ever??

but then his friends were there, and i got all shy and awkward, so I was like

“uhh yeah… I’m gonna go now”

and ran away like a whole embarrassing movie character.

but THEN 

he texted me.

and we talked.

and it felt easy and fun and just… right.

here’s the plot twist though:

he likes me, i like him, but he said he’s “not ready for something serious right now.”

and now I’m here like:

okay but what do i even do with these feelings???

so yeah, I’m confused. i’m happy. i’m overthinking. i’m all of the above.

if anyone has advice, please drop it because my brain is doing cartwheels.

♡