kin list w/ some explanations

These will be in order of who i kin most btw lol

1. Kris Dreemurr - Honestly I relate to kris on many many levels. My biggest reason is not always being in control of my actions and feeling removed from my identity. honestly this hasn't been so bad lately but throughout my life I feel like I'm watching someone control my body and do things for me. I've also always struggled in school, never really having enough energy to be present in class or work on assignments. NTM the suicidal tendencies and self sacrificing shit thats kind of implied. My parents praise my brother's achievements over mine because of this. Also i'm poor and have a weird ass gender.

2. Betty Grof - Idk I sacrificed my well-being to be with and "save" someone who just. was not the person I remembered them being. I lost myself and felt like I was nothing without them and allowed it to hurt me for like. forever. it changed me a lot lowkey so i'm just like her frl

3. Pearl - Similar reasons to betty tbh. Feeling like my only purpose was to save a person from things I couldn't control and that it didn't matter if it hurt me.. lolll

4. Future steven - Ohhhh boy where do I even start. I can't talk about my frustrations because I'm scared it will hurt the people I care about or that they won't understand. feeling worthless if im not helping anyone. feeling even worse when i fail to help someone. feeling like it's my job to help and take care of ppl....... uhmmhj,,m feeling rly guilty bc i wnt ppl to miss me and shit like that. that last episode spoke to me. can't live up to expectations, didn't have a normal childhood. theres prolly more idk

iM TIRED THATS ALL FOR NOWWW