PARAPARA IS EVIL (not really, but..)

I'll admit I'm joking when I say that parapara is evil, but as someone just getting into it the arm movements are kinda intense (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠). Maybe I have horrendously bad stamina or something.. Regardless of this though its really fun! And while I've never really looked at eurobeat until now it is something that's definitely going to stay in my playlist for a while after listening to a couple of songs (my fav rn is cyber dance by the gogo girls)

I did my make last night though, I couldn't do top lashes because they were being uber annoying, but I looked so good in it!! Genuinely could not stop smiling whenever I looked in the mirror even if it wasn't perfect. For some reason, even though all my life I have been complete ass at eyeliner and have never been able to do it correctly (couldn't even do a straight line without it looking bad and janky), with gal make I've actually been so good at it? Not perfect yet, but still really good for my first 2 times. Maybe it was destined for me at birth (＠_＠)

to be real, I was (and still kind of am) scared whenever I think about getting into gyaru, because what if it actually isn't for me and I'm lying to myself? I'm sort of realizing now though that if doing the makeup, interacting with the culture/learning about it, and wearing the clothes or trying to figure out how I can style them makes me happy, then chances are I probably want to do it.