insecurity

i actually can't belive i have been trying to twist myself to fit what i think "femininity" is.

i used to make my voice higher, wear things i didn't like, and even once searched "do guys like girly girls more or tomboys more?".

i can almost throw up at how much i used to act like something i was definitley was not.

its crazy how much control people have over you without knowing it.

not anymore.

(ps. no hate if ur style is "girly". im just talking about how i used to vhange myself, eveeryone should do what they like and feel comfy in!)