November 26, Yesterday's the first day after the soil claimed your body back

November 26 

Yesterday's the first day after the soil claimed your body back. You still haven't appeared in my dreams but I guess I couldn't force things to how they should be. However, yesterday felt like a comforting hug. The same feeling that one can only relate to a young person's innocence and lack of responsibilities in the world. 

Is that how sleeping feels like? If it really is then I am glad that you can finally reclaim the comforting feeling you're supposed to have. I am sorry that you had to endure and sacrifice a lot of comfort while you were still here. 

You never expressed any complaints, your mother said. I wish you had known how good of a person you were. Again, I apologize for being a bad friend to you. A selfless person indeed, all my thanks for lending me yesterday's comforting feeling. 

We miss you everyday. I miss you forever. Let me be reborn as your good friend in the next life, so I can make it up to you.