ok but like hear me out... friends

Me: I want friends

Anxiety: But what if they hate you? 

Me: ...

Anxiety: And i know i caused you to literally go non verbal anytime a stranger talked to you for most of your life, and i know you're lonley but i don't think you need friends

Me: I think you do too much thinking

(I apologize for the negitivity but you know, gotta write about the feels)