⋆˚꩜ Dyl's Blog .ᐟ.ᐟ (11/27/2025)

haiiii yalli happy thanksgiving (if you celebrate...)

TOPIC TVV: mentiions of a possible ed? 

lately ive been researching on dissosociatiive disorders and think i may have osdd-1b, meaning you have basically the premiis of DID, except the amnesia and alters arent as clear as DID but clearer than ones viith osdd-1a. i diissosociiate.. ALOT. and usually after i do so, and sometimes just at random ive alvays felt,,, different. if that makes sense. usually im not one to self-dx but calliing myself such as a person viith osdd-1b gets me help that i need, even if i dont have it, it is helping me. if anybody vvants my simplyplural its "cowboypilled", im still figuring out hovv to use privacy buckets so u may not see anything if i add you. trust i am TRYING. tvvo veeks ago i vvent to a funeral for my (great) aunt. i vas fine for the most part, albeiit a little hungry 24/7 because my mom vas in charge of meal plans and she doesnt need to eat as much as a grovvn man or a teenager. so usually i eat alot, but after those three days of barely eating i feel vveiird. like im not eating as much as i used to but im still hungry notheless. food isnt as comfortiing anymore vvhiich i guess is a good thing bc before i used to find comfort in eating and i alvavys felt fat (even tho i cant ever get anymore fat or skiinny). anyvvays i vas fline for the most part at the funeral untill i looked at my mom and she vas crying 😢 enough sad stuff, today i vvent to my cousiins place for thanksgiiviing and riight novv im headiing home to have thanksgiiviing there vviith my closer famiily. dog im gonna eat so much. anyvvays i got nothiing else to talk about so

-Miles